What of her, bags packed and then unpacked later on when they denied you of entry. You did not make it past the deadline, or before it was purely yourself necessary to incidence. You intersect, moor yourself to the center of transactions – the force and shape of it, your tired image sauntering past weathered windows. The sound of tickets being torn caused you trembling – doors held for body, hinges a hand-signal, error communicating through neglect you didn’t listen to him, because he did not tell you of its necessity. You were a day late as many others are,
almost a bullet hitting, a crash postponed, death by biting the barrel. Two lovers hinting at each other through open windows, hands are doves waving, parting the evening, almost this paled technique of fate to put you in a place you do not want.
But what to realize after, when all of this is nothing but a disorder. They cleared the throat and gave you something to remember: denied. Loose without a threat, even. A sensitivity so endless felt through volumes of people walking past metal detectors with smiles plastered, framed, crawling deep inside the mouth of it. The idea of towards
a destination that is now far within reach, beyond the order of things. You are one brash mistake away from assault. That promise of a waiting bed in another country. Let alone, the taste of the land burning what leftover Sun there is in the mouth, made you lose sight of, and now it is raining all over the city without umbrellas.