J, I've seen what you have been writing lately I know you say nothing is wrong and that you are alright but I feel and I know something is wrong you aren't the same as you were like a month ago you seem different and it might just be me and I might just be seeing problems and issues were there aren't any but you have changed you don't seem as energized and you seem like life is being drained from your mind and your body and well I know I might not be able to help and I know it's not my business or job to make sure you are okay or to help you but just know I know I'm here to help and I want to help and I am here if you just want to talk even if it isn't about the problem if you want I can distract you but I have see what you have been writing lately and I have seen how you have been acting lately many people may not but I do I see it and I just want to say I love you and I care about you so much and you are not alone please don't ever ever forget that