It still lingers in my mind.
A day i will always remember...forget it? How about I forget trying....
It was a choice I made. And now i know the debt shall never be paid.
It has been ten plus years...yet this day still sends tears.
I tried to leave you between hither and yon.
But even if i did thou shall live on.
You are whats inside me...will you allow me to go on?
Or will you still linger. Who decides? Is it you or I?
Because if you will allow it. Then i swear i will try.
Im sorry that i left you in an unknown crowd.
For that i am never proud.
I haven't uttered you in years. Because you bring sullen tears.
I am sorry.
I am sorry.
Will this day forgive me?
Maybe i should still flee....
That day i didn't know what I did...I was still a kid.
I was a flower just blossoming.
Will this day forgive me? Will the day go away?
I'm sorry I can't fix it....
Not sure i would even if i knew i could.
Gloomy day you still linger in my mind.
Deeper darkness I will never find.
I am sorry.....i know its been a long time.



-Jennifer DeAngelo
Copyrighted 2016