Reminiscing about when those feelings were real the way you'd make me feel & giving me strength of steel how I'd play with your beard & you'd whisper in my ear all them beautiful things I wish I'd still hear from the day you've disappeared I've been stuck on this hamster wheel going no where, but here trying to run away from these fears with out you to whipe my tears so I drown in the thoughts that although I felt you close, you were no where near