Casually with fanciful light gestures A giant bowl full of nothing But lemons And limes Citrus, so **** so sweet Sat ironically in front of me.
I'm the blonde white girl with nothing but ambition My bones made up of southern sass, class We've given up on pondering your actions You won't ever change A chorus of hooded goddesses Breathe in and out Their nostrils widening and closing I spit up dust Watch it wrinkle and curl into the air all around us I give kindness like I don't own a ******* thing.
My mama ain't so kind But I guess my papa is My heart is made of fodder and wild rice I explained how you caught me in your net But the words were made of cement.
Reflecting like a picture book Flipping each moment, word exchanged Vulnerable suspense We all. We ALL. Wanted so ******* much. Imaginary rings and things This piece right here Its dedicated to all of you And how trapped you made me feel.
5 of my ex lovers have gotten engaged or married this year.
Wilting but not filled with regret Create. Rinse. Repeat. Becomes my new middle name I live for the days where you don't flood through my mind Any of you.
I laid in my room mates bed Got caught in the fear of what my future looks like Am I destined only to be loved by dear women Faithful to me forever?
Foolish foolish Could mix it all up in a stew Brew it and pour it into cocktail shakers Throw in a splash of blood from unicorns A sprinkle of elfin mucus Fairy excrement And I would still feel the way I feel at this moment.
But leaping over one wall on my own I date myself.
I let go of the eyes that have stared into mine.
My work screens again tomorrow night. I'll wear a bow tie and a red grin I allow myself to be thankful for the hands reaching out to me I wish you had come over But I needed to eat cream cheese Kiss with pale pink lips And leave like I have always left.
I don't want to run away anymore. But for now, I still do But my running has slowed Because I hissed with love and power That it was beautiful to.