It's two am, and here again, I'm lying wide awake. Procrastinations all to blame, for granted life's at stake. Like binding chains, that freely hang, nor keeping me tied down. It's motivation that's not here, it never has been found. Anxiously I pace around, I chase illusive sleep. Initiative is all to give, but restlessness I keep. Repeatedly I ask myself, when will it all change, will I finally shed these chains, to keep me from the same? I close my eyes and fall to sleep at two am agian, with promises upon myself to find that new begin. Another midnight revelation shedding light my way, giving me precise direction, lost each waking day.