I want to drown myself in a bottle of whiskey
Or maybe a lot of scotch
Or a pound of leaves
Or a little blue pill
Something, anything
I don't care
I just want something strong enough to let me forget
I just want something strong enough to let me pretend
I just want something strong enough to allow me to go on
I can't look myself in the mirror anymore
Hearing "I love you" feels like a hundred knives
I guess there's still a little of me left inside
I guess I'm not so lost after all
But oh how I'd love to drown me away
Oh how I'd love to make these feelings go away