The first time I realized who I am
I cried and had a mental breakdown
I stayed away from Sam
Because I knew what sins she'll bring down.
I told myself it was an abomination
and reminded myself about the win
Of course, I was bound to land on this station
Maybe secrecy will make it less of a sin.
Guilt is what I felt every time I was with her
Maybe I'll just live for now
And make it up to God later
But I just don't know how.
How will I control myself in the future
If everyone around me keeps telling me I'm normal
Life will pass by me like a blur
And yet, I will always be a secretive mammal.