I can feel it Inside my chest Hard pressed I detest this feeling Its like a vest Wrapped around my being What I'm seeing I am fleeing Ain't no freeing It hurts Like seeing a loved one in pain I'm insane But this want to damage I can't contain Its in my brain Each slice of reality Cuts worst than the last Its in the past But it happened so fast From going,incredible To incredulous What about us? The question I ask Its not a task All the memories bottled up Like a flask What if its real? What if its true? What's the point? When I'm disposable to you?