It wasn't voices of bodiless spirits Whispering sonnets of cruel advice But a strange power of knowing Like all things she discovered before Unexplainable feelings That led her like the tool she was To the source of light and pain Where destiny resided Intuition that never faltered That dawned and never left This time senseless Defying nature Miracle of a different kind Without proof or purpose Simply feeling to stay around Burdensome hurtful possessive. Mind insisted to follow logic Pride begged to save time Her dreams getting stuck in line Yet every emotion screams With voice of awesome realization. She lifted her head up Yelling at the stars through The dark ceiling "Please make sense! Enough ******* already" Yet it quietly smiled, stayed And grew and endured And who is she to know But an ant in the chain Of universal purpose.