It's only the past I can recall now, the present and the future are non existent. I know your here but I don't recognize your face or your voice. Time has allowed you to slip into the cracks of my thoughts, I call for her but only want you. Everyday morning I awake to a stranger beside me and she kisses my forehead and rubs her hands on mine. I'm confused but comforted by her presence. As lost as I am I always seem to swim through my memories and find you. Frozen in time just a town away sleeping on the second floor of your fathers house. Julie at your side and our pictures cluttering the top of your dresser. Although I can never touch you I feel you and that is enough these days. Enough to get me by one more lonely and confusing day before I have to remember you all over again tomorrow.