Love songs are either about “heartbreak” or “the one.” What do you listen to when you’re somewhere in between?

It’s racing through my mind. I can’t see those hands without picturing where they’ve been with what intentions. It brings the old friend Anxiety back; it makes me pull the hair out of my head; it makes me scrub my skin until it’s bright red. I don’t know makes me think this way– why you would be the villain and not me.