and every **** is a good thing because it means something is still going on in there. some might say: the works, are still working to some degree. it's good to be hot and wet inside. it's like those hideous rain boots that didn't quite bend at the ankles - the ones you hate until you don't have them ten years later. it's like that haircut you had in middle school, -the face of an ugly friend -a sunflower pattern -a blister you like to pick. it's wonderful out there. (i can't believe all the things that are still waiting to be wonderful.)