It's not Fair.
"What's not Fair?"
This
"This what?"
This life
"Be specific"
Events in my life
"Your blessed"
But stressed
"About what?"
Everything
"What's everything?"
Everything going on
"There's nothing going on"
You don't know that
"You don't tell me"
It's not worth telling
"Why not?"
You wouldn't understand
"Try me"
I tried plenty people
"And"
They all failed
"So"
I'm giving up trying
"Never give up"
Its too late, I'm broken
"Well get fixed"
Nobody can fix me
"Then fix yourself"
I'm not strong enough
"Then get strong"
I don't have the heart for it
"Just BELIEVE in yourself"
I BELIEVE that's a waste of time
"Then I BELIEVE you'll waste your life"
What you know about my life?
"I know you're a coward"
I fear no man
"But you fear yourself"
I know myself
"So you know there's nothing to fear"
I know there's everything to fear
"Then conquer your fears"
I already said I wasn't strong enough
"Then be ready for what happens next"
What's gonna happen?
"They'll consume you"
I'll probably let them
"All those things you'll never see"
Probably wasn't gonna see anyway
"All those places you'll never go"
Most likely weren't worth going
"All the people you'll never meet"
They would of ended up hating or hurt
"Your awfully pessimistic today"
I'm just done playing the fool
"Fool to who?"
Everybody
"How?"
People will just use and discard you
"Why?"
Because they don't care
"Why don't they care?"
NOBODY CARES.. Least not about me
"You don't believe that"
Starting to
"Open your eyes and see the good"
I will soon as the bad steps aside
"Your supposed to see pass that"
I ALWAYS see past that, maybe i need..
"Need what?"
To face it
"Face the bad?"
Face the facts
"Facts like?"
Facts like I'll never be good enough
"You are good enough"
Not for other people
"**** OTHER PEOPLE"
I wish i could
"Not the time for jokes"
Ok, but it's true
"You just want to ****?"
I just want some love...
"******* isn't love"
It's close enough
"Real love deals with the heart"
My heart is ****** up
"So what is ******* going to do?"
I just want physical love
"Thats not love"
Well I can't handle anything more
"Why not?"
I'm not worth loving
"Yes you are"
No, I'll just **** somebody over
"Just stop"
I can't stop
"You have the power"
But not the power to stop people
"From getting ****** up?"
From falling in love
"Thats true"
Its better when I only love them
"Whys that?"
Less people hurt in the end
"You'll be the only one hurt "
Exactly, i know I'll get over it though
"What makes you so sure?"
I'm use to being hurt
"Thats not good"
Thats life
"And you accept that?"
I accept what I can't change
"So you can't change being hurt?"
It's either me or them
"And you rather it just be you"
I'm strong enough for it to just be me
"But ALL THE TIME?"
Yeah...so What?
"It's not fair."