When you tell someone When you say it The first time And every time after You got to say it With a big aching ******* Not just a hard **** Your whole ******* heart Better be hard So ******* hard The slightest touch just May shatter it into a million Tiny fragments It has to be hard and Pulsating Ready to explode And seep with life And horrible painful White hot sticky love It can't be half limp It can't be hardly beating Or just beating at A normal pace It has to be harder Than rock It better be beating Hard and quick So quick its just a blur Loud and pounding All night and through The morning And not just on the good days And hot sweaty nights It has to stay hard In ice cold waters On days of dark despair Through hours of tears Through the painful silence When lost in the middle of the storm And thunder Of acid rain and razor tounge lightning Its got to stay hard When your soul goes numb When the heart feels dead When all hope seems lost It has to stay hard When it feels its most alone It has to survive In the empty space Of noise and confusion When everything Is rough and cuts you With every touch When the easiest thing To do is to give up and Walk away Its gotta stay hard And hold ground No matter how difficult It is to do so Its gotta bare the teeth Of madness bitting Down on it Because it is Madness Stark raving lunatic Madness And if you can't do that All of that If it doesn't burn And ache in your throart Before you say it While you say it After you say it Then why say it Because if its coming Out of a hard pounding heart Its going to burn With your every thought Your every breath It should scare the living Crap outta you To say it Because it feels so ******* Good just to think it To have it there in your head Sleeping in your dreams Pounding again and again In your heart Your hard hard heart When those three words Pass through your trembling lips The first time and every time after You gotta say it with a ******* You gotta speak them true In hushed screams And long loud whispers Echos of moans to the moon That come burning back down To earth ready to plummet And crash into madness When your ready to say it You won't be ready You'll have to hold the knife To your own throat To keep yourself from running away Because your scared to death You'll die if you say it out loud And that is exactly when You have to say it Let the words boil in your belly Let them churn widly in your gut Let the crazy burn in your throat And then with your big aching Hard heart Say those ******* beautiful painful Hard words Say it...