Fit in I have to fit in Look the part And play it flawlessly I don’t remember the last time I ate a whole meal I’m not even sure I know what a whole meal is anymore We’re all a part of this play Our characters decided for us In hopes I can change where I belong I paint my face day after day Day after day I try not to envy others Envy the love, and success of my peers I hide, feeling disgust for myself I go unnoticed like a broken doll People only look to judge No one tries to glue my pieces back together Fit in You have to fit in But I’m just a minor character No one notices me I don’t want to disappear So I change myself more and more More and more pieces shatter Toppling to the ground like the meaningless things they are Notice me Please notice me See me for who I am I’m so sick of pretending I’m okay Pretending to fit in Fit in Fit in they told me Thats the only way to become important The only way for them to care about me They didn’t tell me what I had to sacrifice Sacrifice my beliefs, my personality Sacrifice everything that made me, me. Stand out Please stand out Not for me But for you For your quirky laugh For your way of thinking For everything that makes you your own person Don’t spend your life wishing you were someone else I can’t tell you how many times I cried Cried myself to sleep And wishing Wishing I was brave enough to end it all And finally wishing became reality Like a cloud of smoke I disappeared as a clone of someone else