Why is it so hard
to get
what
I
want
...

Is it something
telling me
don't do it?

A sign
from somewhere,
telling me it's
not mine
for the taking?

Should I be a man,
take a stand,
and do what I feel
is good?

Ah, hell
you only live once!
Have some fun I suppose

I think it's what
I
want,

but can you ever
be certain
that you aren't
mistaken...

*no