after each invitation to write, even though i never wish it, i press my index and ******* against my chest, in hope of reminding that Chinese maxim of ensuring my heart remain small, but furthering that wisdom: to remain a stone... and as stone the heart to antagonise the Chinese proverb: hǎo shū rú zhì yǒu; no, a good book is a greater antagonist than it might allow itself to be befriended, for once befriended as satiating a recurrent Sunday repost it will not sharpen the senses - and indeed all modern Anglo dreams of science fiction and space exploration are best summarised with those eager to learn Mandarin encoding of sounds, rather than encode the horizons of Mars or the Moon with exponential carbon fuel exploitation to craft the cataract boundary of lingering Damocles' fate simply hanging, ready, the already tested guillotine.