Her life can’t be denied First to vent then try to understand then accept death of innocence first seething anger only more enflamed by people trying to Politicize and lessen the loss of innocent American lives especially little one, long before face book there was basebook evil’s network This country has rings of evil a year after the bombing in Oklahoma I flew back here and then drove a car back home I stopped and Videoed the bomb site and then many miles later and much video of this great country I pulled up behind a pickup in Kingman Arizona Still videoing I was surprised and angered when he had a bumper sticker up on his back window over from his lariat and high powered Rifle that said something to the effect you haven’t got all of the explosives this wasn’t the only comment there were other signs of a Gun culture what made it so offensive was it was well known McVeigh and Terry Moore had used Kingman as a base of operations Arguably this was just a bunch of jerks not real disturbed people like the one in Tucson I understand because while running production In a chemical plant we had a big government contract which involved a lot of piecemeal work we hired in thirty temps and one was a Carbon copy of the shooter in Tucson we already had two deadly chemicals everyone knows cyanide but phenol is liquid poison it has A couple of tricks it freezes at eighty degrees and it absorbs through the skin and when it gets to the blood your dead one guy Unloading a tanker the line froze he breaks the hose but when he does the chunk of ice flows out hitting him with a load he was dead before he hit the ground I got a face full of it deluded to fifteen percent when the electric pump transferring to another drum caused the Plastic hose to jump out the force of the pump shot the deluded phenol against the rim across from me I saw it coming all I could do Was close my eyes as tight as I could get them instantly ten thousand bees were stinging my face I staggered around until one of the Guys led me to the emergency shower that was there for this very reason I was taken to the hospital my wife walked in and stated Crying my brother in law said I looked like Anthony Quinn in the film requiem for a prize fighter they told me as they continued to Steadily bathe my face with water if the phenol got to the blood there was nothing they could do I survived but then one of the temps Named randy was a skin head so now we had three deadly poisons it was the hardest thing to interact even simple conservation was Really impossible like the scene with two polar bears it followed their lives from cubs to three years old and they were being shipped To another zoo how cute but something triggered the one he became pure bear instant raw aggression at a level that was unnerving Even from watching it from Television it was like it was crazed just like Randy in an instant he was back in his room with his swastikas Barely coherent and defiantly not cogent being around him was like getting high on some of our bad fumes I’m interested in helping People the most powerful drugs couldn’t get you in line with his thinking delusional twisted into a knot of hate and violence he had a Another thing he liked to brag and had a habit of drinking weird stuff he poured our H B Fuller industrial strength glue into a Pepsi can And drank it we never seen him again although we watched with keen interest all the entry points to the building for the next two Weeks incase Randy was paying us a visit with his AK forty seven rifle that is the only reason I have any concern for the shooter in Arizona again all the warning signs were evident he is disturbed others must protect him plus others he would harm but they still Wait until yet again as a nation we bleed with profound sorrow from innocence lost. Madness slays a princess, love of country brought her to the place it would be so harshly violated In her face America shines with what it should be perfected in innocence raised with all the colors of our vibrancy as a nation then the Dark foreboding it steals light and life at only nine but she was far ahead of that measurement of earthen time she was endowed with Power that lives in highest possibilities that are only possible in true unaffected innocence her country was the true country not this Unrecognizable one that every manner of evil is allowed to flourish and then when openly shown its true depths of departure from Its true excellence we fail to take the reigns as men and women of character we let drugs alcohol and *** rule without raising the least Bit of a challenge our enemies spit and scoff at our claims of being a moral ceat for the rest of the world we seek only rewards never Stopping to be sacrificial givers I know our troops and there are a select few that are this noble but the scale is tipped in evils favor We are weighed divine justice and peace withdraws behind our ways that are filled with greed and failure at every turn measures taken From our history shows such gaps of even the smallest vestures of righteous endeavor is tossed as backward living out of tune with the Times Tucson is the product of the new standard of thought that guides us as a people you can’t wallow in filth and then go out to Be a force and an advocacy for truth you are breaking down all moral restraints and wonder why we are in a flood of insanity you sow To the wind then you reap a whirlwind each step each day distances us from divine defenses we invite only trouble as long as we Pursue the course we are on all who is weak in our nation bare the blunt of this misguided thinking the world has never been this Close to the brink it’s beyond human control that which is to be played out get in line or see more innocence perish right before our Eyes this tide can be turned but it takes us all not a grand few that are ignored and steam rolled as a new advantage is gobbled up For a short temporary season our founding fathers talked of posterity we talk of prosperity and everyone else be dammed.