In the hall the shadows fall on the new calendar and as you look at it from the kitchen with the light off it looks like an elephant it even Has a long white piece surly it is a single tusk but actually it is a Norman Rockwell painting of him setting at an easel painting one of his Delightful rendition of yesterday in America so my mind came up with light and perception I did order to books that deals with the Subject there in shipment but I did get two books in about two particular musicians with the same problem one severe the other able To function and was noted as one of the greatest pianist of modern time but they both contended and dealt with mental illness maybe I will bring something out from their stories one thing I am doing is reading them both simultaneously its great but I love the read but Hate the finish even though I will never part with them and will reference them many times in the future they are still finished. This will Be similar to entering a dark tunnel as you proceed more is reveled the last piece See has an interesting fact though something is funny Everyone stopped reading and posting on face book I kind of like to get verification on the pieces as I told Roberta face book is not The best place to try to use as a sounding board its draw backs are people network if you want to call it that but they have superficial Interest at times just skim and move on to something else exciting but I got confirmation about the piece to me in an extraordinary Way I had to go to a distant city buy a video that is about a show thirty years ago the actor has been dead for fifteen years and it was a Western and of all things at the end he does a voice over I’m watching this at night after writing the piece hours earlier he said several Things but the most telling was he says husbands and wives don’t always see the bonds right that they share that was what the piece Centrally dealt with plus other things he spoke of so I knew it was correct and right. This piece I went to my antique art book as I read I came on the very words that prompted my thinking this way so I believe I’m on the right track we are beginning a new year it is Important we can take this time to make commitments but truly what we need is to discern the tricks of light and shadow I see the Potential but I see the danger of not recognizing some parts of life that are shrouded and tinged in allusion they have proven the Mind can’t tell real from imagined and they have been able to utilize this put it to use and make it serve our needs but as in all things There is positive and negative you can move your life on a course of fruitful fulfillment or you can do irreparable harm life is not with Out end or is without consequence we found out what this disregard can cost at the highest levels of fiancé bankers Wall Street chose To walk in dark corridors by greed they sought and found great advantage how it worked the heights seemingly so clear and bright this Mind of twisting and turning ever darker but all the while light was showing the way it almost brought the nation to its knees when Finally darkness finally could not hide its rot and undermining tunnels that riddled that which seemed sound and upright. Individuals are not any less at risk can you build an undetected negative or in this case a dark self image can be active completely engaged only Problem the results are destructive you endeavor to achieve lasting results while standing in the mire your sinking and all your efforts Are doomed ill-conceived because you choose darkness oh light give to me truth within its strength what I build will not fail its foundation is built on service to others in self sacrifice nobility rises gives man a coat of armor never to be tarnished the soul will beam Light where others stumble now the way made plain hearts stooped in sorrow you can create dazzling sight they no longer creep Under the weight of selfish motives but see clearly the heights that are possible by giving and being the one who leads out of drought And privation all is required is to deny the strangle hold of lies that say don’t pay attention to anything just rush on for personal gain Monuments of heroes rise from integrity honesty and valor that cares not what the cost maybe to lift a weak one lying at the side of Life’s road encourage them from vast storages of victories replete with testimony that penetrates falsehood illusion breaks down the Maze affords grand visions vistas that stretch and will build great edifices that will never fall in ruin it only takes a heart that lives for Others to find the most satisfying success.