I haven't written in so long
Let you in for so long
It's because letting you in means you see the real me
And I feel being me is so wrong

Seven shots of this,
A few bottles of that is
Just what I need put my mind back at ease
Oh how I missed...

This. Feeling numb
Painless and then some
The pain just started to get much too intense
So I decided to drink myself until kingdom come

You can take that anyway you want to
No matter what, it's what you're going to do
You can judge me by my every sentence
Yet know as much about me as I know of you

Let's face it, you don't care
That I'm getting faded because I'm scared
To face the demons I have, the burdens I carry
What I am when I am bare

And I'm not asking you to give a ****
Or even to understand
I guess I pathetically want someone to listen before I'm buried
Six feet under everything I hate about me from which I ran

But my legs have given out and I can't run anymore
So I'll rest in this hole I dug myself into Forevermore