I'm awake
Eyes staring at the ceiling
Days of sleep
After escaping death
Yet i can't escape her
She blankets every thought
Every time i try
To think of other things
Important things
My future
Doesn't seem to take precedence
At all
My family, my own happiness
Not a chance
But her, and my love for her
That shrouds my mind
It will forever
All i have are
Simple borrowed words

Don't be fooled
I am not complaining
I only wish it was not accompanied
By sadness