Staring into space trying To keep it together. Eventually focus on the memory your eyes Have rested on. Pain seeps through the nothing that you had been working so hard To keep. Thoughts flood into the void that you had just Emptied.
Driving back in the pouring rain faster Than you should. Slightly more reckless It's a miracle you're alive Half sad, half surprised, The half that's kindofgladyouguess Mixed in there somewhere.
Testing limits allows you To breathe. It's hard to remember how when your brain is a broken record Stuck on all your recent failures.
Stumble in late As has become usual. Making it home to your roommates reminds you What you haven't lost yet. Keeping you going For another day.