you let me in at 3am that night i latched onto your mind and you tried to smooth my edges maybe we like to pretend it isn't real nothing is real in the darkness we fall asleep and wake up in the morning with only a terrifying memory i wonder if you regret it but i look forward to midnight it's the time you're alive i'm not afraid until i remember it won't be the same when we wake up this is the secret we keep i want to tell everyone about you but you tell me "we only exist after midnight"