Sitting in a darkened room, Hacking at your wrists, It seemed you thought to slice them, Would also sever your connection to reality. But little did you know, The pain was mine. My heartbeat got fainter, With every new scar, I began to hate myself, For not being able to help. And as you got lower and lower, It felt as though I was trying, To lift you from below. And as I fought, To give you more time above water, I drowned.