Unmanned, like a bull bereft of all; a flaccid decoration without use; at least if thee had what I have thou could be a woman; ****** hiding your treasure for marriage and hypocrisy. And leave me with empty decoration; rings without sense, dresses without purpose.
Go about your business thou say I want nothing to do with thee now; yet not a month ago it was all Peggy this, Peggy that; such are the changes of the seasons. I do not want to give birth to an empty ache; wet nurse it; teach it its father's worth; I cannot tell the ache how we loved, how we met, how we joyed.
I cannot sit round this mughouse days and months I must out into the world roll in the smell of Man again with a jug of ale in one hand and earning a stony crust from some wight with a jangling purse. And forget the bull that was castrated.
An historical poem from a sequence about a Quaker in Barnsley who has to decide between two women.