You shouldn't feel butterflies in your stomach when you see him. When you love a person you should find them calming. The way I see you with your hair up and no make up and no bra but your shirts still on... I would call that comfort in each other. The intimate conversations we had made you feel more than any boys hands. The unsuspecting pictures and my boring little lectures and us bonding over laundry was a sure sign of connection and there was never any tension. And the truth is I hate to see you worrying about some dumb kid who doesn't care about you as much or more than I do but,
I'm not saying be in love with me, I'm saying I hold your heart the way he holds your hand.