You* are my biggest heartache
most painful headache
rock embedded into the path
I need to cross to reach you

You let your mouth
full of fire and matches
pour out of your soul
into the crevices of my scars
every time I try to heal
all I can feel is the burn

You like to drain
the dreams out of my dreams
replace them with anxieties
fear creating a barricade
between our interactions

You like to build walls
where bridges should be
blocking my mind
from your point of view

You decide to let yourself
tear down everything
in order to feel anything

You let your insecurities
take over your conscience
take over your love
take over your life
take over you

Losing me in the process