you left me,
i get it,
i wasn't good enough,
for you.

my demons,
got the best of me,
i am sorry,
i cried all the time.

but i loved you,
with all my heart,
more than i could tell you,
more than i could give you.

and because of that,
i am falling apart,
alone,
without your arms around me.

to keep me safe from it,
the darkness,
the sadness,
i am sorry.

you left me,
and i never meant for it happen,
i loved you soo much,
i still love you.

but i am fading,
i have no energy left,
to fight this battle,
and to be happy with my life.