A litter of potpourri petals scatted along my 10:00am floor. They lost their vibrancy and sense of worth almost as fast as i did. Yet every now and then a new bud will bloom, crisp and curled edges followed by a bright and deeply coloured centre. This beauty surrounded by a dark dirt wouldn't be complete without a tiny bug or two, and those minuscule pests are somehow my favourite feature. Or was it her? Blonde with a bad haircut she can't quite grow out, yet she is still always progressing. I only wish to shower her in nosegay and tell her all will be okay. Though she will never believe me, not until she allows a certain someone a seat at the table and confronts them for what they are. She will glare with glowing eyes and ask every question that deserves to be answered. She can't yet say goodbye. But one day she will.