The Things I Think About Most Souls Dont Know How To Think It Out I Believe In Anything And Right Now Im Bleeding Out My Twin Soul Flames Is On Her Way I Need Her Now Rain Storms Just Rains More Im See A House In Side Its DRY As Ice Pain From Eyes Just Burn The Ground Deathly Alone No Needed Explenation All That My Family Say Is Not Okay I ******* Take It Swallow My Spit Transmute All Sensations My Heart Going To Stop So I Begin My Meditation Theres A Demon Screaming An Angel Singing The Walls Are Shaking I Built Em With My Blood Its So Strong They Will Hold On And With Stand Thier Placemnet I Am So Strong I Will Not Yell I Will Not Speak I Will Just Breathe I Will Not Fail Heal My Body With Angelic Energy Purify My Consiousnnees Sub Consious Mantras My Remedy Im More Ready Then Ill Ever Be Im Alright I Am The Light At Night Remember Me If Tonight I Take This Knife For Stake And Slice My Throat And Face Because I Could Not Breathe I Love My Slef More Than Any Body Could Give To Me I Am A Miracle Of Living Dream That Will Never Die Even When I Leave Earth Spread These Silver Wings And Bodies Cry I Am Bleeding Opera I Oughta Try Tell My Mother That Shes The Reason For My Lonlieness And Readyness To Die I Just Wanted To Spend Tine The Past Really ****** Up Your Mind I Would Go Back And Change A Things EXcpept Our Vibe Cos Our Connection Died And Its Dark At Sometimes I now Know My Soul Better That I Know My Mom Well I Never Knew Her And It Feels So Wrong Mom I Say This Strong Im Letting Go For Ever I Was The Only One Holding The Rope As I Play These Notes Just Know You I Dont Perceive Right Or Wrong I See Through The Midst There Is No More Holding On Its So Cold With Out Coat I Will Not Pass Over Without A Soul I Just Might Take Flight Tonight For Ever IM Bleeding Hope Who Ever Is Reading This Note When Somebody Speaks Be Judement Free And Look Deep Into Thier Soul People Scream And No One Knows I Am Raven And A Dove Suffocating Stuck By Crows Its A Metaphor Only The Deepest Souls And Poets Know No Suicide Note I Didnt Want To Die It Was Time For Me To Go