i don't get to live life right now.

right now i have to keep all emotions in the back of my mind

right now i don't get to kiss the girl i want to kiss

right now i don't get to love who i want to love

right now i don't get to freely express myself

right now, even though i live in America
    
     i don't live in the land of the free.

     i live in a house full of judgmental Christians
  
     i live in a house that is most definitely not my home

     i live in a house that makes me not want to live at all