in my sleep i always cry
the bleeding in my heart will never dry
you cracked the code into my mind
and from your love i became blind

you never held me in your arms
you act like you belong in the farm
respect i rarely saw from you
my heart turned from red to blue

lies are what i tell myself
when i put our picture on my shelf
i wish i got to hold your hand
the thought of you i can barely stand  

everyone laughs when we're brought up
but nobody knows youre the one i want
my spine dances when your name is said
but deep down i know our future is dead

what i would do to be your love
my heart just flutters like a dove
the thoughts of us are pretty mushy
youre the only reason i act s gushy
in reality this is not who i am
your face makes my eyes pour like a dam

i wish i really didnt love you
cant you see you and i equal two?
youve made my heart a mess
and i've failed your test
i cannot lie