as i released my grip noticing he isn't moving, struggling, breathing anymore! i step back to see what ive done ... shes gone forever, she just a memory that id soon enough forget will anyone even notice shes gone? probably not! shes been trying to take her own life for years and ive done it for her in a few seconds cause i cant keep my hands to myself taking a life is probably the most exhilarating thing imaginably possible and ill let you know something i dont regret it, she wasn't my first and defiantly wont be my last!