Giving birth to me wasn’t easy at first My birth was certainly nothing that had to be rehearsed It was you who wanted to be a mother to be It was love between a man and woman in wanting to see The whole concept was made possible through thee Yet you didn’t raise me in not knowing how I was raised by my Grandparents of a moment of now Being a Mother is about nurturing Lecturing is about learning From a child into an adult All these emotions is what I felt My whole life has been surrounded by dealt Mother, where is the love? There are many meanings that I could think of You pushed me away Yet I have survived and I am ok I long for you Mother to be around At times, I feel trapped within walls and nowhere bound But as education taught me in being to distinguish sounds My life has fulfilled a lot of promise But I must be honest A Mother is supposed to be there But my question to you is where? I once had hatred for you, but that has since stopped But through the years, you often made a mock Mother, you are older now It’s my understanding in showing you how I was born with a purpose My whole life has been raised above the surface.