I grew up always feeling alone No friends so always at home Waiting for Drake & Josh to come on No sleep so the lights were always on Dressed in all black Confidence is what I lacked Heart on my sleeve Scars on my back Old Adidas on my feet A wrinkled black shirt to match Hair wild and ***** with a blue knitted hat Was only 15 years of age with **** and cigarettes in my knapsack Thinking if life is gonna be this lonley God could take this crap back