what do you do when you
feel like you can't breathe

when you feel empty and
don't feel hungry but

you are trying to force yourself
to eat cause you promised him

when you feel like going to sleep
forever

but not wanting to sleep forever
when all you want to do

is lay down and
listen to music

cause you feel like crying
and you feel hurt but

you don't know why
you don't know why you feel that way

cause you have him and
you have everything you need

and nothing is wrong but
you feel...

you feel...
broken

is that the right word?
broken?