"an open letter to the one i loved most,

i hope you finally know how to actually sleep early.

i hope you finally get to finish the movies you've been dying to watch.

i hope you finally get the chance to have a clear mind, to actually think right.

i hope you finally love yourself, as much as i've loved you, maybe, even more.

i hope you finally find that someone that can love you fully, the love that i can never give enough.

i hope you can finally be happy with the presence of our friends, and not worry about me getting mad.

i hope you can finally get the freedom you might not wanted but you needed.

i hope you finally know the true meaning of 'here' and 'now'.

i hope you finally get the chance to fall in love again, with a better person.

i hope you finally achieve all of those you wanted, even if you're still indecisive about them.

i hope you finish all of your goals.

and lastly,

i hope that you never think about me, how much of a mess i was, and how much i was a burden to you."