I can't believe in me Don't know what to say So many words are racing Through this crazy mind I don't know how to face the day If I wasn't such a lunatic I would be alright If I wasn't such a freak I would be able to understand me Right now I'm just trying to get by And find a little hope in the day and night Is it out there, a reason to live? I look up into the starry sky And wonder who made all of this I have searched for the answer Only to backslide down an empty road I don't want to continue this ****** life No, I want to be happy and free I want to be saved from this broken heart It is in shambles and ripped apart So many tears waiting to be cried I want not to feel this anymore in my life