Was it a chance that made her pause One moment at the opened door, Pale where she stood so flushed before As one a spirit overawes:-- Or might it rather be because She felt the grave was at our feet, And felt that we should no more meet Upon its hither side no more?
Was it a chance that made her turn Once toward the window passing by, One moment with a shrinking eye Wherein her spirit seemed to yearn:-- Or did her soul then first discern How long and rough the pathway is That leads us home from vanities, And how it will be good to die?
There was a hill she had to pass; And while I watched her up the hill She stooped one moment hurrying still, But left a rose upon the grass: Was it mere idleness:--or was Herself with her own self at strife Till while she chose the better life She felt this life has power to ****?
Perhaps she did it carelessly, Perhaps it was an idle thought; Or else it was the grace unbought, A pledge to all eternity: I know not yet how this may be; But I shall know when face to face In Paradise we find a place And love with love that endeth not.