It's happening again
It's all caving in
All I've worked so hard for
Is being destroyed in front of me

I can't breath
My ribs have punctured my lungs
Punctured my heart

My intestines are slowly being unraveled
Bit by bit
As violently as possible

A tornado twists and turns
Viciously inside my body
Pulling at the muscle walls
And squishy insides

I want to scream
I want to scream so loud
That somebody might actually hear me

I want to cry
But if I cry
I might drown this entire town

I want to draw
But my hands don't work
My mind goes too fast
And my eyes only see failure

I want to write
But I can never write the truth
I can't explain my emotions
Only in short sentences
A poem
But even that isn't enough

I want to speak
Tell someone
Anyone
Anyone who will listen

But in order to speak
I have to know what's wrong
I have to have words to say to them

BUT I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S WRONG
I DON'T KNOW
I DON'T KNOW

I just *DON'T KNOW