Went on a walk
The fields covered
In snow

How the
Full moon gave
An ethereal glow

Why do I have
To live on
This planet?

I do not know

Open spaces
Wide places

I see what
The creator
Of this planet sees

I am a miserable person
Just let me be

No female friends
Barely any money

A sad frown
Upon my face
I have had
Spiritual experiences

Where I learned
About grace

I try to fix my body
I have tried every day

Just seems like
I am meant to
Be this way

My left side stronger
Than my right

The night feels
Just the same as day

Nothing is alright
And I'm not okay

Hope one day
I won't be alone

I love this planet
I will write this poem