I allow you to feel better To feel progress You can’t disturb me I’m mangled But I’m whole I’m crippled I’m a fool I’m neither boy nor girl I’m a monster I’m a book no one wants to check out Shelved, dusty, never overdue- A story no one wants to read Meat and metal Bone and gristle Firm monkey mind I sneeze, blow my life into a flower And drift away like a balloon