Let's just pretend for a second that everything is okay,
Maybe I will finally take my coat off after days of sitting in one place,
Or maybe I'll realize I'm lying to myself.
Sadness reaching up my throat but I choke on a thousand things never said,I doubt I'll say them either.
For my hearts sake id persure happiness but for her sake I should keep my distance.
**** this selfish heart of mine holding fast to her words.
**** this selfish brain replaying memories.