Carpal tunnel wrists are the result of Inexplicable weekends.... Ads on Flyers remind me of you now.... Like i didnt already feel weak at the sign of a million other daily reminders.... My smile retreats again away from a world I can only describe with a snicker..... Anger mounts the forfront of the grind against days before you held me hostage again.... But the way you hold me I hope I never wanna be rescued..... Soft sorrow is the way I can make believe this wasnt a mistake ...... Tired and alone again the vices are now a sure way to make this just a memory... So ill sit alone and stare at the dark hoping the light from your love guides me through.... And youll never know how each letter i type makes me feel closer to you.... Love U Babe.....