A pretty little smile, To cover all The self hatred inside. You won't see behind my mask. I won't tell a soul, Don't say a word Hush Hush Because I can't trust You. No I won't. I'll lock myself away. Not a word that I will say. SMILING! SMILING! They're all around. They're smiling! My friends... Whisper cruel words Like snakes. Their venom peirces my heart. Red liquid fills my safe. But still... There's a smile On my face. The laughter Burns my throat The Lonely eats my soul The hate chills my heart Oh all the smiles all around Spitting false words of friendships The snakes surround. So no... I won't let you in. I will shrivil And DIE. On the inside Ill be free from pain With pain Caused by me. This blade I stain, Is my serenity But it's killing me. There's SMILES ALL AROUND! EVEN AS I DROWN! What did you DO TO ME?!?! My blood is choking me! Red liquid fills my safe Where I should BE SAFE I'M DROWNING IN THIS RED! I'm drowning in THE BLOOD I BLED. But still... With a pretty SMILE To Hide My Pain
Pain I can't function straight anymore, .I'm afraid of everyone I hear them talking everywhere taunting laughing SMILING. Why did it have to end up like this why me? I don't know how to deal with this. To deal with their betrayal. Here's to hoping poetry can be my light. To bring me out of the hole I've dropped myself in.