This battle that I'm fighting
Is taking its toll
These feelings I'm faced with
Are eating my soul
So many thoughts
My brain has to review
I'm starting to think
That this chapter is through
My reflection stares back
All withered and drawn
As myheart starts to take
An unconscious re-form
Before my very eyes
My completion has changed
And my emotions are twisting
They've become re-aramged
This uncontrollable vibe
That my body can feel
Has released a dark secret
I wish not to reveal
The confusion is strong
And my resistance is weak
And my outlook on life
Has turned suddenly bleak
I am not one to moan
Or gripe about life
But this roller-coaster ride
Cuts deep like a knife