and it was truly a mystery, the way she held it all together she was so unpredictable the type to give you butterflies no, stronger. heavy rope knots in the pit of your stomach an uneasy feeling that you somehow became addicted to. she always left you breathless at first you questioned it is it worth it? but when you made her laugh, she'd light up like no other she'd glow like the rare full moon a sight everyone went out to see almost making you believe in the fiction known as werewolves oh, she could lure them all without even trying. she'd yell at you for starring at her but when you closed your eyes she's all you could see and you desired to see nothing else. when she grabbed you and spun you around she was the only thing in focus the only thing you were sure of. you no longer felt the need to look at the sky each night because you already saw the stars gleam in her eyes. she made you feel every emotion possible but the one you felt strongest, she wasn't capable of. she was so afraid, but never spoke of it that's what hurts you the most. she spewed hurtful, toxic words but never enough to make you leave. she couldn't fake the anger, it was too much. she was like a puzzle you almost complete only to realize there are missing pieces and you just can't make out the image. you lost your mind trying to figure out hers. addicted to the feeling the lingering presence of her you couldn't get enough and brought yourself over the edge. unaware of the time that had passed you opened your eyes to a dark room and now all you're left with are the memories on replay.
i'm new at this. excuse my poor formatting attempt and possibly unfitting title