i'm on 25mg amitriptyline
(god, why do chemical
nouns almost have to be
compounded thick and un-decipherable
in terms of syllables
like standard german words?
use, the, *******, harpoon! / hyphen)
and 500mg of naproxen...
baby (i never said a word during ***,
i never said oh baby or anything like
that during *******,
i was so silent you probably didn't
even hear me ******),
and alcohol (of course), the cure for insomnia,
i guess not saying much during ***
is a kabbalistic exclusion of satan,
the defender of the tetragrammaton,
it's almost like you wish to relive the silent
movie era... all that helium and picture-perfect
faces, but the helium though...
you know why i love sci-fi? the voodoo of
the vacuum, not a single rotten tomato or cabbage
thrown at you, the forgotten echo...
indeed, the voodoo of the vacuum, and
the atmosphere of sounds, an entire earth
encapsulated in an astronaut's aquarium of a helmet.