i still preferred Prokofiev's Lieutenant Kije Romance piece.*
i get those nights, drink and write very little, make it all haiku, enjoy songs and recite the shrinking of ice cubes in a glass akin to bergs, and i'm innocent once more peering into your eyes not bothering to note something down, and that's when i get my life back, as i'd like to have imagined it, i mean it, i get my life back, i'm not reduced to these caterpillar and cockroach quirks readied for a blank stare of the random passer-by, i'm there, in the bed, with you, staring right into you, not some random on the pavement watching for fame as if looking for a photo-booth opportunity with that inverse leash and dog-collar of the selfie stick - i.e. walk the dog spot a celebrity, sounds about the same, and then there's me in a drunk tag-along tango prancing past pedestrians on the millennium bridge from tate modern to st. paul's with a can of beer in public... ashen hive and the honey just drips from the eyes of strangers for the lost chance of a fifteen minute interlude of shared coffee and hobnobs, then past the east end and into taboo territory of essex lasses: ménage à trois oranges.